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Tue, Dec. 13th, 2005, 09:41 pm
hahahha, love it.

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Which member of LMSC are you?

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Sun, Dec. 11th, 2005, 05:41 pm
i dont really know why i did this, but i did, no other explanation necessary - comment please

my favorite color is green
i love to sing
i love to dance around
my favorite night activity is just hanging out with my girls
and of course my boys (you know who you are)
i pretend im a good dancer, though im not
i love being on stage
microphones are my favorite toy
i love listening to music
music is probably my favorite thing in the world
i regret stopping playing the saxophone
i hate time, it bugs me out
i get scared very easily
my favorite sound is a soft tapping
i also love the sound of rain
my biggest fear is growing up
i HATE change
i wish for things all the time but only believe sometimes
i love to dance in the rain
i hate hipocrites
i notice details on everything
i get annoyed by little things sometimes
i love butterflies
i am obsessed with quotes, and collect them
i write poetry in my journal
and yes, i keep a journal
i am obsessive about keeping schedules
my assignment book is my life
i write lists non-stop for everything
i am horrible at letting things go
i save things forever
my room might be the messiest you will ever see
i love shopping but hate spending money
i wish that i could go back in time
i wish i could be with ani again
and dina (diego)
and grandpa conn
my friends are my life
i love my family
my siblings are my best friends
i dont really care about school work, but i do ok
i like things to get done the way i want them to
i get stressed pretty easily, about the wrong things
im more of a leader than a follower
i am often refered to as "one of the guys"
i also, am often the "ghetto" one in the group
i am going to penn state university next year
psychology interests me a lot
i am a big believer that everything happens for a reason
fake people really bother me
i think all the time, about everything
i make connections between everything in my life
sometimes i just go crazy
i love to laugh
sometimes i laugh way too much (but that never hurt no one)
im a really big dork, but im ok with that
black is my favorite color to wear
i love taking pictures, and looking at them
colors are really fun to play with
i doodle all the time, but i cant draw
i am very different on the outside than the inside most of the time
i love to be loved
i am usually attracted to black guys
good abs, arms, backs, and eyes are the best features in guys
i think my best feature is my eyes
i really listen to people
i remember things that people tell me
i miss being a camper at timber tops
i love usy, and am going to miss it a lot when its over
i love being a part of a group
i am pretty spirited about everything
harmony gives me a chills and i love it
birthdays are so much fun
i dont give up on people easily
i plan on staying in touch with all of my friends no matter what
i always remember phone numbers and screen names
i am horrible at remember facts for tests
i am not a good test taker
i love reminiscing
memories are great but evil
i like to think i know myself pretty well

Mon, Dec. 5th, 2005, 10:44 pm

saturday was my birthday, which really freaked me out cause now im not a kid anymore, technically.

growing up scares the shit out of me.
my worst fear.
actually.

but my birthday was pretty fun i guess.
thanks to everyone who came on saturday night.
and for helping me have the best night, the night before (nicole, ben, justin..love ya)

my parents are getting me an ipod for my birthday and im SO happy, esp cause ive been saving up to get one myself and now i dont have to, and i still have all the saved money :o) so i have a lot of money now, which is awesome AND an ipod. yay.

i should go to sleep.
goodnight.

Mon, Dec. 5th, 2005, 10:36 pm

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Thu, Nov. 24th, 2005, 09:44 pm

everything is so overwhelming.
last night was crazy. first i went to see RENT with all my oh-six-ers in cherry hill. it was pretty good, just cause its RENT, and how could it be bad.. but it didnt live up to all they hype and expectations. it coulda been SO much better. it was really overwhelming to sit through though, with everything else on my mind about it. first of all, i was supposed to see it with ani, and we had been planning since we first saw the preview for it online last year that we would go opening night and go crazy. also, i feel kinda responsible for her not ever seeing it on stage, cause she was supposed to go with me and shona and we didnt get her a ticket for some reason.. mix up of some sort.
anyway, that was all running thru my head, along with the plot of the movie..which is pretty heavy, and the end which is pretty sad in itself, plus everything that happened with me, which makes it more personal and just...yeah. ok. so thats that.

theeeen i went to turkey trot! and with everything still goin thru my head after the movie, it was pretty rough. i wasnt in a great mood and i kinda feel bad for everyone who had to deal with me last night, so...sorry. you know who you are. it was really nice to see everyone there, esp the "twenty-o-nickle" kids, cause i miss them a lot and usy just isnt the same this year without all of you guys. it makes me pretty nostalgic to see everyone there and remember everything that well, just isnt there anymore. so much has changed in the past year, and i dont like it. i hate change, and always have. hmm...also, it was nice (i guess) to see hill, and ezra and all those kids.
so im never gonna see hill again, thats pretty um...well, i dunno. whatever.

ummm.... anddddd...
today was thanksgiving so thats pretty sweet. im not a huge fan, but it was nice to be with the family. i love my cousins.

mkay, time for me to move on to the next evening activity, tho im unsure what that is..

xox.

ps -- 67 days till israel!!!

Tue, Nov. 8th, 2005, 07:44 pm

You Are Balanced - Believer - Powerful

You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally.
You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go.
Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control.
Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow.

You are a true believer in luck, fate, and karma.
You believe that life is a game of chance - not a game of skill.
You either consider yourself very unlucky or very lucky.
No matter what, you don't feel like you can change the hand you were dealt.

When it comes to who's in charge, it's you.
Life is a kingdom, and you're the grand ruler.
You don't care much about what others think.
But they better care what you think!

Tue, Nov. 8th, 2005, 07:33 pm

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

Tue, Nov. 8th, 2005, 07:32 pm

You Are 16 Years Old


13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

Tue, Nov. 8th, 2005, 07:17 pm

i love having random days off from school.. its awesome. and tomorrows wednesday which is even more awesome cause i feel like its monday tomorrow..

i saw todd today which was nice, hadnt seen him for a couple months.
i also went to visit my grandpa in the hospital. he had surgery yesterday to remove a tumor-type thing which was affecting his site because it was pushing on his brain..so he kind of had brain surgery. he's perfectly fine, and he can see again which is actually amazing and such a miracle. he was able to read today, and that was awesome. he hadnt been able to do that for so long. so that was nice to see him and my grandma, especially cause everything is going great.

i only have 26 days of childhood left, which is really weird. (my 18th birthdays december 3) and its making me go crazy. i really dont wanna grow up, its my biggest fear in life.. and always has been. it makes me so nervous and i dont wanna leave the past behind.

i guess this year is just a really big eye-opener and slap in the face at the same time about life and how much it sometimes sucks, and how much life changes.

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